first post from my darling's iPhone

I'm here darling:) this is the first post posted from darling's iphone. I love you so damn much!

Where r u???

sux la... get me liao no need to update blog is it? i love u darling!! LVOE YUOOOO

Half empty or half full?

Since I got the call from my ex colleague abt Jhay... I feel that anything and anyone can leave anytime...

What touched me the most was ur understanding... u didn't ask me anything but jst hugged me as I cried. I'm glad to have found such an understanding man... who knows when exactly I need ur hug... and today... u came all d way to see me for lunch... almost feels like the beginning of our relationship when everything was flowery and nice...

Thank you dear... for u have been most wonderful lately... I will work hard to keep it that way... I love you...

I'm sorry

I'm sorry for doubting you.

Dear mermaid...

"You aren't going to be his 1st, his last, or his only... he’s loved before; he will love again. But if he loves you now, what else matters? He’s not perfect - you’re not either. If he can make you laugh and if he admits to being human and making mistakes, hold on to him and give him the most you can. He’s not going to be thinking about you every moment of the day, but he will give you a part of him that he knows YOU can break - his heart. So don’t hurt him, don’t change him, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than he can give. Smile when he makes you happy, let him know when he makes you mad and miss him when he’s not there. Because perfect guys don’t exist, but there’s always ONE guy that is perfect for you."

Reposting this to remind myself again and again not to give up during this tough time. To remind myself to enjoy the journey rather than to hope to reach the destination. To remind myself of all u have done... all d happiness we shared... and again... to remind myself not to give up...

For my sibeh sui bor

I just miss you so much, being away from you so so far away make me really miss your hugs
miss arguing with you :-P
miss can't help smilling when just after I drop you off and you get off my car, close the car door and when you look toward me... thinking you can't stop looking at me... until I realise you wasn't actually looking at me but you are just looking at your own reflection on the car glass windows admiring your own beauty... it's just crack me up :P hahaha... well this isn't a romantic way of putting things, but I really tickle me in a nice simple way and I miss you even more and it's just so nice to have the feeling of being love. Know for sure, even from a far, even being physically far a part, I am already own, I am already complete.
Knowing when I am being screwed by customer here due to some problem with the system, even it's not totally our fault and yet just has to take the blame, just the thought of you, the thought of having you love me, make all this shit bearable. I just so love you darling, my wifey!!!! I love you!!! I love you!!!! I love you!!!!

Dua Pui Ang dearest...

When things get so tough...
and all I wanna do is give up...
I think about how u always make me laugh...
With your fat belly and your smelly fart...

Thanks for every little wonderful things you have done for me... taking care of me... sharing your life with me and most of all... loving me...

I couldn't have smiled so wide and laughed so hard if it wasn't for you.

I love you hubby... now, future and eternally my hubby...